I been so depressed. ?

I have no one to talk to. My parents hate me now because I got pregnant and I'm only 17. I tried talking to them but they just ignore me all the time. I'm not doing too good in school I failed my cles because I don't go and I got suspended for smokin in the bathroom. There also mad about that but I can't do nothing about it. They want me to be their perfect child that does everything right. I can't do that. My counselor wants me to stay with her and do some hw and make up work that I missed in her office and I don't want to. I don't need this. I don't know what to do anymore. They don't understand what I been through. My bf died 3 weeks ago. It was my fault for letting him go. They never liked him so they didn't care. They didn't bother to come up to my room and see if I was ok. I jus stay in my room all day. I have no where to go. I have no money to get on a bus an go somewhere. I just want my life to end already I can't take these people anymore. How do I make all these people leave me alone ?