Do you think if micheal jackson knew a girl made fun of him a little bit he'd forgive her?

I'm 13 so when I was born people where already making fun of him. But my mom hates him and so growing up i never heard his music. I was always told MJ was the "creepy child molester". So of course if it's coming from your mom you ume it's true. I made fun of him maybe about 3 times before he died and I never listened to his music but when I died I found out how great of a person he really was and fell in love with him and his music but now I feel so guilty and crappy knowing that if he was still alive he would probably hate me. My mom still makes fun of him. But do you think he would forgive me? I just wish I could tell him I'm sorry and take it back.